First Contact

In a week's time I have not learned much that I did not already know and I can not begin to even guess at a motivation. Nor do I feel I'll ever feel the need to.

I have realized my own affliction, which I choose to note as an Occupation, as I had some choice in the matter, is quite different from a normal sickness of this type. I have determined that spending time looking into my own condition will not help. Fighting, for me at least, is pointless. Even as these letters fall onto the page I am pulled into making contact.

I must remember above all else to continue studying the others even as I go to make First Contact. I must not dismiss their cases in this most perilous time. It is so much worse now.

The needs of the many MUST outweigh the needs of the few.

I pray we meet again soon, dearies.